I Know Jesus Christ

So last night I had an extended conversation / intellectual discussion with one of my wife's brothers. By intellectual discussion, I mean mostly that he had a lot he wanted to say to me about what I believe, and did so by posing strategic questions and not being very happy with how I answered them until he finally gave a short speech caricaturing the Christianity he had heard in Christian schools (and saying nothing at all about Christianity as I had described it).

On the plus side, I came to realize some things about myself. When he asked me how I could be so sure of what I believe, I did not say it was because of the logical consistency of the Christian system (I believe it is logically consistent, but so are a lot of things). I said I was sure because I know Jesus Christ. He didn't understand what that meant, which is fair since it's not an easy thing to explain. But I've been thinking about it, and I'd like to try.

"I know Jesus Christ" is not all that different than if I were to say "I know Joel P.", which is the kind of thing people say all the time. What does it mean to say I know someone? Does it mean I have conversed with him on a variety of issues? Does it mean I have driven him to pick up his girlfriend at the airport? Does it mean I have sung karaoke with him the night before his wedding?

I think the statement "I know Joel P." is a claim about someone's story: I know Joel's story. I know things about Joel's past, even before I knew him; similarly, he knows things about mine. I don't know everything about his past, but I know enough to understand him to some extent. Not only that, but I have become a part of Joel's story, and he a part of mine. When certain parts of Joel's story are told now, I will come up. Joel comes up when I tell parts of my own story. Even though I don't see or directly interact with Joel right now, I don't need convinced of who he is. I know Joel P.

It's not so different when I say I know Jesus Christ. I know about his past before I came along. Not only that, but Jesus Christ lives, and his story still continues. I have become a part of His story, and he of mine. I am as confident of who He is as I am of who Joel is. I know Jesus Christ.

On My Mind

I am sick. Not deathly sick, but still sick. I feel like blogging what's on my mind, but thay may get dangerous in my current state. Stream of Consciousness, here we come!

Ernie is an odd name for a newsman.

Another Postcard by the Barenaked Ladies is paying on the iTunes. Spell checker thinks iTunes is misspelled, which is understandable since aPple seems to have issues with capitalization. But that is a great song.

I think I'm a good teacher. I might not be, and I'm certain I could improve a lot. But I substituted for two professors today, and I'll be subbing for another in a couple weeks. So my department hasn't disagreed with my assessment yet.

I need a haircut. I have wings on my head at the moment.

I am cold. But this time next week, I will be a lot colder. My socks are planning to wear socks.

I have been reading a book of short stories by H.P. Lovecraft. Pretty interesting. He's kinda floofy (Joel might say grandiose), but I like how atmospheric everything is.

I like doing research. I wish I had time to do more, but classes keep getting in the way.

I'm never bored when my wife watches Telemundo news and translates for me. I'm not sure why that isn't boring, but it's not.

Bailouts are for the lose. That is my professional opinion.

I don't think I get as much (non-economics) intellectual exercise as I used to. Not sure if that's good or bad.

I like Thanksgiving. Feasts are fun. And I'm kinda sad KMac won't be hosting advent dinners this year.

I really want to write another zombie story. I have a lot I want to say, and it seems to be more meaningful when I say it through a story. Josh Seacris would be pleased.

Good night.

Recipe #02

Garlic Parmesan Soup

Ingredients: 3 tablespoons butter, 3 tablespoons white flour, 2 tablespoons minced garlic, 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard, 1 cup chicken stock/broth (no bouillon cubes or MSG!), 1 cup whole milk, 1/2 large white onion (sliced as desired), a few ounces of shredded Parmesan cheese, 1/2 pound ground turkey or sausage (optional), salt and pepper

Tools: Soup pot, whisk

Melt the butter in the pot over a low to medium heat. Whisk in the flour until fully mixed. After about 30 seconds, mix in the garlic until coated, then add mustard and mix. When this is fully mixed and is smelling tasty, increase heat to medium-high and add broth, milk, and onion (in that order). Whisk continuously for a few minutes, adding salt and pepper. When soup is beginning to steam, but before thickening, add the Parmesan. Continue whisking until the soup thickens. Add turkey or sausage (which you have seasoned and cooked to taste earlier) if desired.

My friends, this is at least as tasty as any MSG-laden soup you can imagine... and without the neuro-toxins! It works on its own as soup, it works as a savory sauce, it keeps in the fridge. The recipe scales up (and probably down, too). You could probably add potatoes or soup veggies. I want some of this right now.

Recipe #01

I don't believe I've ever given cooking advice on this blog before. For those who don't know, I really enjoy cooking. I don't have as much time for it as I'd like, but every once in a while I like to make really fun dishes.

One that I've really learned to appreciate is brown rice. Now, the first time I made brown rice, I followed the instructions on the bag. Disgusting stuff, some of the worst food I've had. I assumed that since brown rice is ridiculously good for you, bad texture and unappealing flavor were required. However, I have since learned how to make a flavorful, fluffy, nutritious side that goes with almost any meal. It's not fast (about 1 hour from start to serving), but if you've got the time, it's worth it.

Brown Rice Recipe

Serves 2 - 4 (depending on portions)
Ingredients: 1 cup uncooked brown rice, 2.5 cups water, approx. 1 teaspoon sesame seeds, coconut or olive oil, salt
Equipment: toaster oven w/ tray, big pot

First, rinse the rice thoroughly in warm water. Make sure the rice is soaked through. Next, lay out the rice on the toaster oven tray. Spread the sesame seeds out on top. Toast the rice at approximately 350 degrees for 20 minutes.

When the rice has just a couple minutes left, put the water in the big pot and bring it to a boil. pour a small amount of oil into the water. Once the rice is toasted, take it out of the oven and pour it immediately into the boiling water. If it's going well, your kitchen should be filled with a nutty, sesame smell, and the rice will make a nice fluffing sound when it hits the water. Even out the rice on the bottom of the pot and cover. Reduce the heat to a low boil and leave it on the heat for 30 minutes. You can add salt after about 15 minutes if you like (the salt is optional, it will still be good without it).

Once the timer goes off, move the rice off of the heat, but do not lift the lid! That part cannot be stressed enough. Leave the rice covered for at least 5 minutes, but not more than 10. When you take the lid off, use whatever you prefer to lift and fluff the rice / sesame seed mixture. Serve.

This is, I promise, a tasty tasty dish. It tends to dry up a bit when reheated, but is OK the next day. I recommend serving with grated white cheese on top.

Economists Talk About Crises

It's what we do. Now, I in no way consider myself an expert on financial markets, nor do I consider myself peculiarly well informed about the current situation or the Treasury's plan to fix it. But I know the jargon of economics well enough to get a picture of what's actually debatable here and what's political posturing.

To get a pretty good (and I think remarkably clear from a non-economist perspective) understanding of what is currently being debated in congress, I'd like to direct you to Harvard economist Greg Mankiw's blog:

The Case Against the Paulson Plan

There are only two things I'd prefer to add to Dr. Shimer's characterization there. In reference to paragraph 7 of the letter, I think it's inaccurate to say the plan won't deal with banks and other institutions fears that they will end up buying bad assets (Akerlof's 'lemons' mentioned in the letter is taken from the term for a used car that is no good, but the buyer can't know in advance). The contention of the administration is that if the government voluntarily buys the assets containing the bad debt, then what firms later offer to sell other banks will be mostly good assets, and the buyers will know that. The government can afford, as the argument goes, to take the hit from the bad debt and then sell what's left of the assets, good debt, later on. These companies can't afford to wait it out, but the government can. That's the argument in favor of this plan.

On the other hand, the number one problem with the plan, in my view, is that in order to prevent panic (which this plan will likely do, I think), we are failing to allow mismanaged firms to suffer their losses. An alternative plan that allows insolvent institutions to take losses while still preventing panic and alleviating the lemons problem would be better. However, in order to prevent panics / bank runs / etc. there may not be time to design a better plan.

Ideally, what we want to see is firms taking risks, and if things go well they get all of the reward (the benefits don't get syphoned off to someone who wasn't at risk), and if things go poorly they suffer all the loss. Clearly this is not the way these markets are currently operating, regardless of the plan chosen now. The public is going to suffer a loss because of these financial companies decisions one way or another. Henry Paulson and Ben Bernanke seem to think their plan is the best way to cut the public's losses. Robert Shimer and many others disagree. But that's what this debate is really about. It's not about helping the rich at the expense of the poor or which party takes money from whom. It's about finding the best way to balance panic prevention, sound incentives, and public pursestrings, all recognizing that the first puts serious constraints on how long congress gets to make a decision.


...or maybe it's like this:

Deimos and Phobos

"What are we doing here?"
Sergeant Leon Romero ignored the question for a brief moment as he kicked the door open, raised his pistol, and stepped into the next room. He swept the beam of light emanating from his gun up and down the dark laboratory.
"We're getting medical supplies and research equipment for Joan and Cassie," Leon said.
"Yeah, but what I don't get is why we're getting them from a dark, abandoned hospital in the dead-center of the city," Jonah said.
"Ha," Leon said, obviously thrilled by Jonah's pun.
"No, really, how many times can we risk going through the most zombie-infested part of town without losing somebody?" Jonah asked.
"As many as we have to, I guess," Leon said. He continued sweeping the room, finally checking inside the storage closet before approaching a door at the back of the lab. "Reed still wants to follow the plan if we can make it work, but we need a lot more gear to make that happen."
"We need to find survivors if we're gonna do that," Jonah said.
A voice came down the hallway behind them. "Guys? Have you got that lab clear?"
"Stay back, Cassie, gotta check the next room," Leon shouted back. "Jonah, hit the door."
Jonah did, and shined his ridiculously powerful FBI-style flashlight into the room.
The zombies must have been sitting down, staring at the wall. Zombies fixate on the strangest things. They stood suddenly, a quicker motion their usual, and they turned shuffling towards the survivors. Their faces and clothes were covered in blood, although they did not appear wounded on the surface. One of them grabbed at Jonah as he stumbled back.
Four loud reports from Leon's gun, and two dull thuds from the back room. Zombies are not really that threatening in small numbers, at least not when you're expecting them.
"GUYS?!?" Came Cassie's shout from down the hallway.
"We're OK," Jonah yelled.
Leon checked the back room for more. "We're clear here, Cassie."
Cassie wheeled into the lab with truck dolly in tow. She carried her gianormous flashlight in her lap. "You scared the crap out of me," she said.
"Just partying like it's 1999," Leon said. "What do you need us to load up?"
"Most of it should be here, and then there will be a couple of items from the morgue," Cassie said.
"The morgue?" Jonah asked.
"If I'm gonna try to figure out why dead zombies didn't stay dead the last time, I'm gonna need some stuff from the morgue, yeah," Cassie said. "You scared?"
"Bring it."

Outside the hospital, Rose walked to the front of the delivery truck to get a look around. She lifted the shotgun in her hands wearily. After glancing up and down the deserted streets, she turned around and chuckled at what she saw. Paulo cut a dashing figure on the loading ramp with his feet planted at staggered heights, hands on his hips and Hawaiian shirt with three buttons undone. As he gazed into the midday sky, he looked like a superhero on vacation.
Paulo noticed Rose's snickering. "What?" He asked. "This is the fashion on all the runways in Italy, I'll have you know."
"No, absolutely," Rose said, still smiling. "You just look like the most relaxed zombie hunter ever."
"È vero," Paulo said.
Roger, who had been sitting in the cab of the truck looking uncomfortable, climbed out. "Kurt's team just radioed, their on their way out," Roger said.
Paulo opened the back of the truck. A minute later, three people came out of the hospital pushing equipment and boxes. In the lead, Kurt Russell (!) quickly handed his box off to Roger. Kurt then drew a pistol and went to the front of the truck where Rose was.
"OK, guys, be careful with this stuff," said Joan, the second person to exit the hospital. "The little doggies and kitties won't be happy if I have to zap their brains with defective equipment."
"Dogs and cats?" Roger asked, clearly dismayed. "They can't even get zombified! Why would you pick on them?"
"Kinda the point, Roger," Joan said. The jangling of glass bottles drew her attention to the tall, lean man behind her. "Walter. Seriously. Do not drop that on your foot!"
Walter handed the box to Paulo, who peaked at it inquisitively. "Why is this one so special?" Paulo asked.
"Morphine," Walter said. "Aside from the fact that we have a serious lack of pain killers at the stadium, I think if I broke those on my foot I'd collapse like one of those fainting goats."
"And you've got a long way to fall," Paulo said.
"It's a gift. And a curse," Walter, a good deal taller than Paulo, said. "I think you're just jealous." Walter didn't actually think that Paulo was jealous.
"OK guys, come on," Joan said. "We've still got another load of gear to get out of there. More if Cassie needs help in the morgue."

The daylight spilled down the stairs beside the wheelchair ramp. Jonah and Leon walked down the stairs as Cassie wheeled down the ramp.
"You guys hang back here," Leon said. "I'll sweep the morgue."
"Okie-dokie, but just check the main room, Leon," Jonah said. "Let's get in and get out."
Leon kicked the morgue double-doors open and stepped into the room. It would have been more dramatic if the left door hadn't swung back and hit him in the shoulder. It would have still been dramatic if there had been any zombies to shoot.
"Follow me," Leon said.
"Alright, guys," Cassie said as Jonah held the door. "First, I need... some of those!" Cassie wheeled toward the examination table by the cold chambers. "Jonah, give me a hand with this. Yeah, push that out of the way."
Jonah pushed the post mortem utensil cart aside, and began lifting a box with the tools Cassie was looking for.
To rephrase an important rule from physics, when stuff gets pushed, it tends to keep going unless something gets in the way. In this case, the stuff is a post mortem cart. The something in the way is a cold chamber.
The loud bang reminded the whole room that physics was still working.
"What the hell was that?!?" Leon, who was a cop back when there were cops, shouted. Cops get to talk like that (Should I be bleeping foul language?).
"Sorry," Jonah said.
The second bang was not as loud, but it let them know about a lot more than physics.
bang. Bang bang.
Bang, bang--from another chamber. And BANG! from yet another.

"Kurt, we need you down here!" Leon's voice came over the walkie-talkie. Kurt glanced at Rose and Roger, the two remaining by the truck. Without a word, he drew his pistol and ran back into the hospital.
"Wait, what's going on??" Roger yelled after Kurt.
"Relax, Roger," Rose said. "Kurt's the strong, silent type. At least silent."
"Yeah but what if something goes wrong out here?" Roger said. "All I've got is a crowbar."
"Shh," Rose said. "We're pretending nothing could happen."
"Hello!!!" Rose and Roger turned suddenly toward the street past the movie theater. Several blocks away, a man was staggering toward them, followed closely by two dozen zombies. "HELP ME!"
"Bleep," Rose said. It was warranted, but I decided to bleep it anyway. "He's gonna draw them all right to us!"
They stumbled out of the theater. They walked out of the office buildings. For blocks around, dozens and dozens of zombies began wandering into the streets. It quickly became clear that the man would not make it to them before the zombies closed in around him.
Roger ran towards him. Not that Roger was a particularly heroic man, but this was a survivor, and survivors should stick together. As he reach the zombies ahead of the man, he came in swinging.
Rose reacted slower, but smarter. She moved toward the theater entrance and fired three shots at the zombies in the doorway, knocking them back. She then shoved her crowbar into the doorway, sealing about thirty zombies inside. She turned to see four zombies had turned toward her, and six more moving toward the truck.
"Roger, get to the truck!" She shouted. She continued to fire, cutting an opening for Roger and the injured man.
"AAAAARRRRGGHH!" Roger shouted. He fell to the ground with a zombie's teeth sunk into his left forearm.
The rest of the retrieval team came pouring out of the hospital. Leon and Kurt immediately began shooting zombies. More of them turned their attention on the truck.
"Let's get this stuff on the truck quick," Joan said, lifting boxes quickly.
Walter knew they had to move fast, but they couldn't afford to lose people. "Paulo, come on!"
The two men raced to Rose, Roger, and the injured man. Rose shot the zombie off of Roger, and Walter and Paulo helped the two men back to the truck.

And then they all got eaten by zombies. But not really.

"OOWWW! UUNNGHH!" Roger shouted.
"Hold him down! Cassie, hand me a bottle of morphine!" Joan said.
"Thank you for... saving me," the injured man said, wincing. "Did you say you have morphine?"
Walter slapped the man across the face. He was incensed.
"Joan, it's a zombie bite," Rose said. "He's going to turn."
"Thanks, pretty sure we got that," Joan said. "We're a little busy right now getting it under control."
"We can't bring anyone who's going to turn into the stadium," Jonah said. "That's the first rule. We can't take him in."
"You think we should have left him?" Paulo asked.
"We're taking him inside," Walter said.
"What are you talking about? Reed will never agree to that."
"He'll agree. I'll convince him," Walter said. He meant it.
"Walt, you're putting all of us at risk," Leon said. "Why would you do that?"
"Keep him unconscious, Joan," Walter said. "You won't just be studying cats anymore."
"What?"
"We'll keep both of them in the lab. If this new guy makes it a week without turning, maybe we'll put him to work," Walter said.
"I hate to say it, but Walter's right," Rose said. Kurt and Paulo nodded their agreement.
"But... but I haven't been bitten, I'm not infected," the man said.
"I guess we'll take your word for that, then," Walter said sarcastically. "If we show up with a couple of infected, the camp will collapse in panic and fear. If we have a plan, we survive."
 

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